I found out

one month later
tears streaming
the times of feeling
left out of things
rise into my soul
and heart
one month later
I find out
you've had a child
we were friends
the 4 of us
no one told me
you tried, but it was
the wrong address
the wrong phone number
crossed lines
or no lines at all
I'm so far away
far from everyone
I ever knew
almost as if
I disappeared