today is a depression day

with all of the good stuff that has happened to me lately, I feel blue and further away from having friends in this city/cities. no one from work has congratulated me on my promotion except my boss, and that kind of hurts. I don't know if they are jealous or just don't care. or, if they resent any assertiveness I have had to express. I think I need to treat myself or something. fuck everybody else.