Courtney Love - why can't you straighten your shit out?

so, I caught some of the Pamela Anderson Comedy Central Roast last night. jesus christ. why can't CL get her shit together. not only is she now a fat pig, which this would not bother me if she was sober, but she was obviously loaded and standing up, trying to get any kind of attention that she could. it's so embarassing and I'm embarassed that I ever admired her. hopefully this is just a relapse, which many addicts go through when they try to recover. but whatever. wouldn't be surprised if we all hear that she has overdosed, killed herself or gone over the edge in some manner. oy vey.