Talking Shit - Modest Mouse
Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance
Like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance
And I claim I’m not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is it’s myself
And I’m trying to understand myself
And pinpoint where I am
By the time I get things figured out
I’ve change the whole damn plan
Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Talking shit about a pretty sunset
Blanketing opinions that I’ll probably reget soon
I’ve changed my mind so much I cant even trust it
My mind changed me so much
I cant even trust myself
posted by JFlickerson @ 6/16/2005 06:51:00 PM
2 comments
2 Comments:
Wow. I think your current emotional state comes across loud and clear in your blog. And it resonates through me - it's making me shake - because I've been there. Or at least, I think I've been where you are. I empathize. And it hurts and it's scary and I never want to go back. And it took about sixteen years to get past that. I just wish I would have found my purpose sooner - found myself. DO NOT GIVE UP. It's so wonderful when you come out on the other end - you'll be stronger for it. When you feel like you could ACTUALLY CAVE, call someone or lean on someone. You have to in order to survive. Take care, pumpkinhead.
well, thanks for that qob. this blog gives me a place to express it at least. I'm hoping this is a passing phase. thanks again!
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