dream#1

I always have abandonment dreams of one sort or another. I had a dream last week that stuck with me. I was walking with a group of people, all in shadow. I could see their eyes, but not really their faces. We all spoke to each other and ran in sort of a pack. I was drawn to one man in particular. Blue eyes and blonde hair I sensed. When we met, we could not stop kissing. It wasn't sexual, just closeness. We would separate, then meet again and be drawn to each other. Kissing. Clinging. Towards the end, we were in bed, but there was no sexual sensation, just intimate, closeness. Kissing and kissing, knowing we were taken and that it was wrong for us to do this. I said 'do you want me to stop coming around?' He said 'no, no..' and kept kissing me, as if he was gently eating my lips off. Just sweetness. Then I woke up. I actually cried that morning because the dream was over with.